Tonight I'm again sinking in myself,
Seeing my life turn to ashes.
My face wears a blanket of calmness,
And soul depreciating with turbulence.
Tonight, again my mind is getting louder,
I feel like being ripped off my shelter.
I'll walk the alley that leads to the end,
Take a U-turn, before the final descent.
Tonight again I'll cry till my tears are dry,
Like a lifeless heap of flesh n blood, I would lie.
The pain of living in every breath I inhale,
Giving up on life with every breath I exhale.
Tonight I would again want to slit my vein,
Perhaps hang myself or jump to ease the pain.
I am letting the demons overpower me,
Too weak to fight, I am succumbing.
Tonight it's going to be dark and obsequious,
But, I'll make it through, like I have been doing for years.
Although I feel I like I shouldn't try anymore,
Yet, I know that I am worth fighting for!
Tonight again it's a battle in my head,
Either way I lose, part of me will be dead.
Not today, but, tomorrow It'll happen,
Like a Phoenix, from the ashes, I'll rise again.